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  • Power and Determination

    Power and determination are not compatible together in the real world.

    As long as an individual has power then he or she could do whatever he or she wants. I disagree with this statement. Having power does not mean an individual can do whatever he or she wants. In the real world, we are living in the human society. Some people are naturally born to become a leader having lots of influences in the society because of networks. These networks are not built in an instant. It requires certain amount of the time to build up; in which it requires several decade and generational efforts to accumulate these foundations. Being able to connect with someone who is influential, is getting the influence on that person’s power. And this would require an individual to invest specific amount of the time to connect with the powerful people. The individual could not be truly autonomous. This is because he or she needs to become the version of the self being able to fit into the powerful people’s perfection as a means of being fit in.

    Being able to connect with the powerful people, or becoming the powerful person. There is a possibility, not requires competences. Being able to fit in the powerful community or the person’s vision, is the concept of being assimilate into the community. The powerful people has the right to define the standard culture.

    Therefore, desire being a powerful power, or getting to become powerful person to connect with the powerful individual. It is not equal to self-determination.

    Determination, is an individual could truly manifest oneself, without regarding what the others’ preconceived notion of the perfection. This is more likely to be the role of artist. Albeit this will enrich an individual intellectual freedom, this also is part of suffering cause the general public culture won’t appreciate. This act of deliberation could potentially challenge the standard culture, that would facilitate a new wave of innovation such as counter culture, awakening innate human soul, stretching the boundary of humanity.

  • The remoteness and infinite thinkings

    Standing on the sand, I vividly thought about the past and dream. What would you like to dream tonight? This is a question that I would constantly doubt on my mind, in order to expand my imagination, imaging the things are missing. Am I a surreal writer? Maybe not, because I am not a person affiliated the concept of label. Label is unsophisticated, time would change everything therefore label could not maintain its consistency to define an individual singularity.

    Breathing the sea salt water, hearing the ocean sea wave, witnessing the people indolently walked on the sand, touching the scatter wind under the velvet blue sky, the sun was shining on my brown skin.

    I now have an idea for a new writing prompt that my mind has been preparing the plots. I need to use action to make things happen. Actions speak louder than words. I need to concern how to use writing to humanise the spirit of image, maybe providing more details that would make the scene to make more real.

    I also need to expand my imagination on reading different books.

    I have ordered a new literature written by a Malaysian author. I also know which book I should read next, Andrea Hirata’s The Rainbow Troops.

  • Moai Made in Japan

    I saw Moai made in Japan yesterday. I thought the design of it pretty legit, even though the sculptures are not original. The copy right of these, authorized by the UN. Why Japaneses could make these? Maybe, Japan has cultivated the people to reach a good mannerism; and the habits. These characteristics are given the country having the right to build something that is desirable for the human race.

    I looked at these sculptures, giving me an impression of the right to build something. I could feel the spiritualism behind the art, to which is seductive. Under the velvet blue sky, I could smell the sea water hearing the sound wave. I had curry pork cutlet for lunch there; and it was delicious. The services were outstanding. It was not like China, that the tourist restaurants would try to rib off the consumers.

    I am planning to focus more on fiction writing, albeit I still do not what to write yet. I need to find a time to really considering the writing.

    Today, there is a business client reaching out to me, asking what I am going to next for the project; and whether my project would conflict his interest. I used to work with that client. He is a good person. I thought about how to maintain the relationship with the client. It is important to establish the people who I can work with long term.

    My feeling is telling me, if that clients did not do anything wrong with his business partner then he would not worry about the conflict interest. As long as that client has been doing the right thing treating his business partner fairly; and then he would have a good sleep; and would not overwhelmingly concern with competitors. Anyway, I will just continue to focus on the product that would indicate the good quality; and I only work with the people who I respect and honesty.

  • The decision

    I made a decision to relinquish a business project that I can potentially make lots of money. The business project is almost complete 75%; and the problem is that the project is not legal that I found out two weeks ago.

    I did not decide to give up the project instantly when I found out the business is illegal. I decided to make sure the client’s engineer is happy with the product design; and then I was arranging the right time to give up the project. It was a good decision; and that I have left a good legacy for the clients.

    There are a variety of reasons why I give up the project.

    1. The project top executive is not an honest man. He did not profess sincerity from his words. At the same time, it took my time to doubt about what his sentences really meant, to which is pain my ass. If the project does not have a honest person, that the project is not going for long; and the productivity is extremely low. I do not work for the people who I do not respect.
    2. The project is supply the product for the clients. However, the product does not met the local legal requirements. There are lots of employees do not aware the lawfulness. This would put lots of employees to potentially risk being arrested to which is not a good legal consequence.
    3. The company does not commit long term obligations. I spoke to one of the owners in the company. She did not respond back with attentive answers regarding on the future of company. I do not know what they really want for the future company position.

    4. Since the project is become a burden, then I have to focus on the project that would serve the long term purpose. I will work on something that will improve the better quality of outcomes.

    Albeit the rain was fallen, the sun was still there.

  • The Restart-up Writer

    I have decided to restart a new blog site, paying 60 Canadian dollar, launching the unknown website. It was Benjamin Franklin documentary movie has inspired me to become a writer again.

    I have been constantly pushing myself to read books; participate in business activities. Then, I gradually forget about writing. I therefore decide to pay 60 Canadian dollar as a means of reminding I need to write more in order to organize my thought clearly. And this, I can feel proud I use 60 Canadian dollar to buy cheeseburgeres.com

    I used to have a blog website. This was few years when I was a student in the postgraduate program in London. I had a lot of fun with it. Then, suddenly the blog writing activity has disappear in my life. Perhaps, I could not focus on writing due to covid and identity crisis. Needless to say, it is easier for an individual to have pretext not to bear a responsibility that he or she suppose to comprise in his or her life goal.

    What does it mean to become a restart-up writer?

    Becoming a restart-up writer is the same as to create another start up company from 0-1. Start up companies has more potential to fail. It is the same as immature writers could not maintain the consistency to write, then the spirit of writing gradually fade away from his or her life. At least, the disciplinary mind-set will still remember the concept of consistency, then an individual could become a restart-up writer.

    There are people might ask me what I would like to write?

    The laziest reply that I would say, I do not know. It is perfectly to be lazy. This is because the most difficult jobs should give the laziest people to do, that they could find the easiest way to achieve the project; that individual must have a sexy brain. Writing is an act of reflection, is impossible to use definite intellectual reason to force the ideas out. It needs to follow the flow of reflection as a means of impressing the white page, deflecting the sensational words, impressing the readers, letting them to decide whether they would give a fuck or not.

    Of course, the act of reading is the foundation of everything. Absorbing the mass sentences and the sound of words, constitute the wildest imagination. It feels like the first bite of Cheeseburger while listening Beethoven’s symphony.

    When I write every single English word, is the message, reminding me to first time I realise my first favor homework to which is English essay. Albeit it is suck to work in China lacking a differences, I will still make my way to the place where I can read and write all the time.

    The elder I get, the more I realise I need to write more.