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  • What does it mean to become literature writer?

    The sunlight was almost done at 7:16 pm, painting the stripe gold across to the black leather driving seats. The dust motes swirled in the beams, disturbed by the accelerated rubber wheel on the perturbed blacked road. Looking through out the car window, a stampede of crowd people waited at Chao Shan hot pot restaurant, waiting for the seats. I first felt skeptical of the restaurant quality, does not owned by the Chao Shan person. The owner used to study literature in RenMin University of China (Using the English direct translation is the people university of China). Old Hu stand at the foyer with the customer, ascertaining the restaurant operation, employees rushing the speed to serve the customers. There was an array of delicate cuisines freshly displaying in front of waiting customers such as fresh-cut beef, shrimp, scallop, squid, mussel, fish meat ball, beef meat ball, vegetables, and the others.

    Old Hu wore a grey T-shirt, a pair of faint blue shorts, and the sneakers. His brown dark hair mix with the faint silver white hair. His non-mainstream conventionally styles, showing the Truthful-ness, not to agree of being agreeable. My friend enthusiastically introduced me to Old Hu. I shook his hand; there was a quality of sincerity. Albeit I was an acquiescence, he had invited me to meet to private dining room having dinner with his employees. The restaurant had a full of people, each tables displayed pottery made bowel, cups, silver made spoon, silver made filter made spoon, black plastic made chopsticks, wooden round plate placing right in the middle of hot showing fresh beefs. The private dinning room called Lu Feng where my grandma lives. A place where my friend came from.

    During the dinning, Old Hu jokingly asked me which country is better China or the US. I directly replied this was not a question, cause this indicated the binary opposition of us and them. However, I said China has possibility to become a new global leader. He directly also disagree with me.

    China currently does not have the soil to cultivate humanity creators.

    What does mean to become literature writer?

    Becoming a disagreeable person not becoming agreeable.

  • Running, Reading, and Writing

    I need to dedicate myself to write more. Writing would help my brain to think clearly for the complex issues that constantly haunted on my mind. Sometime, I do not know why I could not focus on writing. It is a challenge that I would make myself.

    Today, the weather is hot. I still push myself to run more. I know the fact that I do not want to get fat; therefore, I need to push myself to run more. Running helps my brain and body releasing the stress. Even though the weather is hot, I still take the efforts running on the road.

    I currently focus on my upcoming meeting in the end of month. In order to prepare a successful and productive meeting; I decide to read Henry Kissinger’s biography; he was one the most successful negotiators in our human kind, albeit there are lots of controversial voices criticizing his past historical records being a war criminal.

    Nobody is perfect. I do think he has some of the skills that are valuable that would benefit my skills to build to bridge, while understanding the power dynamic, balancing the power at the right time and right timing.

  • Holding me Back

    Have you ever thought about someone holding you back in a relationship?

    It is great to have someone can provide you with emotional supports, indeed material supports. There is no such a thing of free lunch. You eventually need to reciprocal pay back the emotional and material supports. If this cannot maintain a balance, then this is a good relationship. Sometime, getting a relationship means relinquishing some other’s possibility, reducing an individual autonomy being fully autonomous. Life is a funny game. Without the need of being loved by someone, an individual might be able to get lonely heart biologically. In contrary, being in a relationship, will lose the autonomy. This is because he or she needs to invest some of the efforts to maintain the balance for the others.

    Relationship is a source of business.

    Sometime, it is important to take a sharp mindset to decide whether this is a game to play.

    I keep doubting all the time ……….

  • Seeing Mountain

    Looking through the window, wondering the thought of oak’s of amber, observing the blue wave ocean that carries the ember of history, I stayed in an old hotel that still maintain the clearness.

    I decided to learn how to manage my trust on the other partners. It is important to learn how to influence the people, getting the good results. I do not think control is the right answer in business world; and it is about how to maintain the common goal for the team.

    What does it means to influence a person?

    Influencing a person, is about how to learn trusting the other person to have a common goal to achieve the success.

  • New Goal for Running

    I decided to train myself to run marathon. I look at my fat belly; and I want to commit to loose the belly. Running is the solution. I want to get a good health, not wanting to get fat in the long term. I have seen lots of men with the fat belly walking on the street; I do not want to become this kind of person obtaining this shape of the body. Living in an over-consumed society, is a challenge. Because I sometime would unconsciously over eat foods, forgetting about the limitation. It is important to implant the working out model, disciplining myself to become a superman, focusing on the physical challenge. This will also assist me being able to focus on reading, writing, and business communication.

    I will start from simple and write a blog regarding on my workout, ascertaining the consistency is on progress.

  • Power and Determination

    Power and determination are not compatible together in the real world.

    As long as an individual has power then he or she could do whatever he or she wants. I disagree with this statement. Having power does not mean an individual can do whatever he or she wants. In the real world, we are living in the human society. Some people are naturally born to become a leader having lots of influences in the society because of networks. These networks are not built in an instant. It requires certain amount of the time to build up; in which it requires several decade and generational efforts to accumulate these foundations. Being able to connect with someone who is influential, is getting the influence on that person’s power. And this would require an individual to invest specific amount of the time to connect with the powerful people. The individual could not be truly autonomous. This is because he or she needs to become the version of the self being able to fit into the powerful people’s perfection as a means of being fit in.

    Being able to connect with the powerful people, or becoming the powerful person. There is a possibility, not requires competences. Being able to fit in the powerful community or the person’s vision, is the concept of being assimilate into the community. The powerful people has the right to define the standard culture.

    Therefore, desire being a powerful power, or getting to become powerful person to connect with the powerful individual. It is not equal to self-determination.

    Determination, is an individual could truly manifest oneself, without regarding what the others’ preconceived notion of the perfection. This is more likely to be the role of artist. Albeit this will enrich an individual intellectual freedom, this also is part of suffering cause the general public culture won’t appreciate. This act of deliberation could potentially challenge the standard culture, that would facilitate a new wave of innovation such as counter culture, awakening innate human soul, stretching the boundary of humanity.

  • It is better not to fall in love with your favorite writers

    It is dangerous to fall in love in the early age. There is a risk of fearing being belong to someone for forever; and this would restrict an individual freedom; he or she might have to relinquish his or her life goal. Of course, this also has to do with an individual whether he or she could manage a way to achieve his or her life goal while having settle down with a life partner.

    It is the same as being a life of artistry, embracing the concept of not totally belong. The idea of belonging is a sense of comfort, living with hegemonic culture to fit in the propaganda. This is comfortable, not challenging the cultural discourse, simply not to think too much. Even though I can feel there is a comfortableness wanting to belong, my brain still could not buy this kind of shit. This is because there are so many intellectual and cultural colors appearing on my not perceiving the one way of thinking. The psychologies would diagnose this as cultural homeless symptom.

    This is the same thing as some of readers or academics saying their favorite authors. It is an intellectual trap. Falling in love with an author’s works, is getting brainwashed by the propaganda. When you fall in love, you would invest lots of energy trying to defend the relationship that you have invested. The eagerness wanting to defend that value, indicating the emotional values, not with the straight logical reasons. It is great to see Fyodor Dostoevsky, Leo Tolstoy, Jane Austen, George Orwell, and the other famous writers. Yes, they have contributed the greatness for our human race.

    But, we should not continue to get haunted by the past term. It is important to steal their works like an artist. Then, looking forward to write something that comes from your singularity.

  • The remoteness and infinite thinkings

    Standing on the sand, I vividly thought about the past and dream. What would you like to dream tonight? This is a question that I would constantly doubt on my mind, in order to expand my imagination, imaging the things are missing. Am I a surreal writer? Maybe not, because I am not a person affiliated the concept of label. Label is unsophisticated, time would change everything therefore label could not maintain its consistency to define an individual singularity.

    Breathing the sea salt water, hearing the ocean sea wave, witnessing the people indolently walked on the sand, touching the scatter wind under the velvet blue sky, the sun was shining on my brown skin.

    I now have an idea for a new writing prompt that my mind has been preparing the plots. I need to use action to make things happen. Actions speak louder than words. I need to concern how to use writing to humanise the spirit of image, maybe providing more details that would make the scene to make more real.

    I also need to expand my imagination on reading different books.

    I have ordered a new literature written by a Malaysian author. I also know which book I should read next, Andrea Hirata’s The Rainbow Troops.

  • Moai Made in Japan

    I saw Moai made in Japan yesterday. I thought the design of it pretty legit, even though the sculptures are not original. The copy right of these, authorized by the UN. Why Japaneses could make these? Maybe, Japan has cultivated the people to reach a good mannerism; and the habits. These characteristics are given the country having the right to build something that is desirable for the human race.

    I looked at these sculptures, giving me an impression of the right to build something. I could feel the spiritualism behind the art, to which is seductive. Under the velvet blue sky, I could smell the sea water hearing the sound wave. I had curry pork cutlet for lunch there; and it was delicious. The services were outstanding. It was not like China, that the tourist restaurants would try to rib off the consumers.

    I am planning to focus more on fiction writing, albeit I still do not what to write yet. I need to find a time to really considering the writing.

    Today, there is a business client reaching out to me, asking what I am going to next for the project; and whether my project would conflict his interest. I used to work with that client. He is a good person. I thought about how to maintain the relationship with the client. It is important to establish the people who I can work with long term.

    My feeling is telling me, if that clients did not do anything wrong with his business partner then he would not worry about the conflict interest. As long as that client has been doing the right thing treating his business partner fairly; and then he would have a good sleep; and would not overwhelmingly concern with competitors. Anyway, I will just continue to focus on the product that would indicate the good quality; and I only work with the people who I respect and honesty.

  • Fiction writing And Spiritualism?

    The meaning of writing, is mysterious for me. I commit to writing not because I want to get famous. Writing fiction is giving a right to profess my imagination. The image is attractive because there is a spiritualism behind it, not knowing why it is intriguing. The sentences are the mediation of the transformative art; it feels like a crimson Torii guiding the readers to wonder the alternative of the cultural imagination that would upheld their consciousness to embrace the beauty of humanity. We are living the possible world of string theory. The is a variety of space dimension, that the physical world displaying the infinite of possibilities. The act of fiction writing, is challenging writers to input the spiritual consciousness, making the scene alive.

    I write the image of the word, cultivating these sentences. These sentences feel like the musical notes, that the sounds would create the story of architecture. The beauty of the image that would impact of different individuals seeing the world from different perspectives. The spiritualism would ignite the readers consciousness to believe the beauty of the image. This is something is challenging for me to discover what the spiritualism is.

    There is another thing I have discovered from writing. The more I write. The more I would accentuate on the sentence structure from reading. I used to take high speed reading The Economist Magazine. Now, I deliberately take slow speed to understand the writing more, which means writing can help me to organize my brain well, being able to pay attention on the inform

    This has shown the more I write; and the more I will be good at the communications. I now keep challenging myself to write this blog everyday.

    The next step is challenging myself to write a story in every week.